View from the Pier, Brunnen, Switzerland I hate it when I fall into “dubitative mode,” especially when it is about going somewhere. Sometimes, fears creep in about taking a trip or traveling by car, train, boat, or plane, even if, rationally, you know there’s nothing to fear, but you still feel very uncomfortable about the idea of going—whether it's there, here, or anywhere, for that matter—and so, you stay home. And that is something that is not supposed to happen. That is when I get annoyed at myself, unless there is a truly valid reason not to go. But most of the time, I just can’t find one. I usually cannot stay home for more than three or four weeks in a row. It’s not always clear where I actually need to go, want to go, should go, or have to go. Sometimes, I have to search hard for an excuse to leave or even for that place I “need to go.” Of course, I can also see the foolishness of going right then for one reason or another - because it is too expensive, it would be better...